It goes without saying that being a mom has been the best thing I've ever done. I'm sitting here watching you play around on the floor crawling all around and my heart just feels completely full. I knew being a mom would be great but I had no idea I would literally fall in love with the new role. It has made me know myself better, made my relationships stronger and made me understand more of what I want out of life for my family and me. That being said it has been far from easy. It has consisted of sleepless nights, a toll on my body, stress on the relationship with the love of my life, less times with family and friends because it's just not as easy to get up and go like it used to be, but all of that has also made everything even better strangely enough. The sleepless nights mean I'm spending good time with a sweetie at 2am that no one else gets to see. The toll on my body is just a reminder of what a miracle YOU, our little girl are. The stress it has brought to the relationship with D and I just makes us stronger as a couple and know and love each other on a deeper level and hopefully means we can handle anything life brings our way. And the time with family and friends is much sweeter because we appreciate every chance we do get with them. I've always felt a little lost...never really sure where I wanted to be or what I wanted to do but the moment I held you...it's like that vanished...it was clear. I'm completely in love with being your mom sweet girl and I look forward to the rest of our lives together.
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